No. You cannot try and come back into my life especially when I worked so hard to finally get to a place where I am completely happy without you. I was beginning to be comfortable being alone, being by myself and not having someone to rely on again. And now all of the sudden you want, no, you say you need me back in your life?
No. Just stop. I’m going to be stronger than this. You should have realized how special I was, how much you needed me months ago when you left me.
I’m sorry but I don’t need you in my life anymore.
“My Dearest Allie.
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.
I’m convinced young college guys are just plain idiotic. No matter how much a guy says he loves you, if he is willing to walk away to try if the grass is “greener on the other side” then let him go. If he’s going to be stupid enough to walk away from something great, let him. If he’s going to be an idiot to not want to work things out with you, let that idiot go. If he’s not willing to let his pride down and admit that he made a mistake, then let him go and stop wasting your time with him. As much as you think he is still a great guy deep inside, if he says one thing and does another, don’t believe him.
Let him make his mistakes but don’t be there when he does that. Live your life and grow without that stupid boy. Some people have to make mistakes in order to learn a lesson, you can only try and help someone so much by giving them advice but the real lessons are learned when they experience it themselves.
Live your life, be a better person, and leave that stupid idiotic boy behind. If he really loved you, he would do everything and anything in his power to be with you. He would prove to you how much he loves you no matter what it takes. He would be willing to let down his pride to be with you. If he really loved you as much as he says, he wouldn’t have hurt you and if he did, like I said, he would be willing to let down his pride to apologize. As many adults tell me, “it takes a real man to admit their mistakes to you."
Why do people hurt the ones they love?
If you really loved someone so much as much as you claim, why do you continually hurt them? Does that mean that you really love them?
Maybe you didn’t really love me because you don’t hurt the ones you love. You don’t hurt them, not the way that you destroyed me.
Still waiting for the day when the good guy makes the effort to stay by me to prove me that the wrong guys that I’ve been wasting my time on are nothing but mistakes. I’m still waiting for the day when that guy will pull me aside to tell me that I deserve better, and he’s not perfect but he’s willing to make me the happiest girl in the world through commitment and loyalty. It’s become difficult to stay patient when you’re constantly getting hurt by the guys that were never worth your time. I’m just waiting for that guy to come along and pull me from the heartache and give me back the hope that I once had in relationships. Cause as of now, I remain hopeless about meeting a man that I actually deserve, and a man that will do whatever it takes to make me realize that we deserve each other.
I’m just.. lonely.I just wish I had someone to share my thoughts with about a lot of things that goes through my head. It’s been too long since I’ve had someone that actually made me feel wanted and appreciated…
Fuck, I sound so pathetic. But truth hurts, it is what it is.